Man. The last 6 months have been hell. I really can’t complain tho, everything i go through is and has been for the most part my fault. Its a result of my actions or lack of actions in my case. Lol, but shit could be much worse. Things are starting to look up tho. Thank the Lord! Amen!
We all faults. Every single last one of us. This is something I’ve realized for a very long time now. No matter who you meet, whether its your husband, wife, mother, best friend or co worker, there will always be some aspect/characteristic of a person that you won’t like. Everyone, at some point and time in their lives have made selfish decisions which have BOTH indirectly or directly hurt someone. this is what makes it easy for me to get over all the bullshit people throw my way. I can’t hold a grudge or make judgements about others when i myself have faulted others or have shown a lack of character in certain situations. Im just saying dont be so quick to judge or write others off. you dont know what a person may be going through or what their logic or reasoning is behind their actions. Judging a person at one point in their life, will make you look like the biggest fool/hypocrite at the end of your lifetime. And I’d bet my last dime on that. Good night!
“I always plotted all the things i’d say to her when this day came but it finally came and i’m satisfied not saying shit. I’mma Let her imagination eat her little heart alive! Hehehehehehe! *evil which laugh*”—My evil thoughts…
1. Yea, I’m definitely gonna smoke.
2. Rihanna’s Seattle concert was okay. not too great and not too bad. I’ve always known she wasnt the greatest performer but damn! I still expected to be thrilled. Never the less i still love me some princess riri.
3. Somebody please tell Ciara that nobody cares about what shes talking about unless shes talking about future or rihanna.
4. Please dont mind my grammer, vocab, punctuation. Its 6am for Gods sake and i havent slept yet. Ew!
5. Today was a rough day. A really,REALLY rough day, from start to finish. Literally!
6. Which leads me to the fact that i hate being single. Its been 2 or 3 years already, yet it feels like a lifetime.
7. Actually on second, thought i only hate being single on horrible days like these (which i’ve been having pretty often lately). I definitely miss having someone to vent to and baby my little baby ass. Hehe. I miss being in a relationship but i dont miss my ex- if that makes any sense at all. He’s cool, but if i met him today i wouldnt think twice. Not my type.
8. I ALWAYS wonder what my “next” will be like? I just know that in every aspect of his being, he will be nothing but great. I wont settle for less. Duh and duh!
9. He’s gonna be a lucky man. Duh!
10. I have soooo much shit to do.
11. Fuuuck its 6:33am now. Fuck you brain of mine. Go to sleep. Im gonna hate you in the morning.
12. It’s been so weird around the shop lately. But seems like things are starting to settle down. Maybe it’s all the changes. Theyre good changes and most importantly they are good for business in the long run. But fuck, i hate changes. Changes means more work. Ever worse… leaving my comfort zone.
13. Sasquash is coming up. Im very excited. Going with Linda and Sabba’s ass. We’re about to wild out -Sure thing.
14. Im making at least 10 pairs of shorts to sell at our booth. Ive actually already made 10 but theres only a couple that i actually like which has been REALLY discouraging. But oh well, im not gonna let that shit stop me. My shit always turns out bomb in the end. Yes, i said it! ;)
15. Dude, my fat ass. I gotta lose 25 pounds. Ive gained 25 pounds since last summer. Not cute! I dont cary the weight well. Im 140, my goal is 115. I got this. Ive been struggling with excercising and eating better but im doing it dammit. And after everything that happened today probably wont go to the gym for a min. Oh well. I will have to run. Cardio is great for weight loss anyway.
16. I need to light that asap. That weed, this is. ;-)
17. Dude. Ndia? What are you typing right now. Youre crazy. Youre a weirdo. You fuckin like it. Not YOU! Im talking about me! I like it!
18. Im not gonna read this shit before i post it either. Im probably gonna be pissed when im in my right mind and i actually do read this tho. Lol. So why do it? Cuz im ndia. And i do that shit.
18. Okay im in gonna smoke now. And i think i maybe able to sleep now. Thanks brain. Thanks tumblr.
19. Okay good night/morning cold world. Love you all. Mauhhh